Learn responsibility

•January 27, 2010 • Leave a Comment

One of the privileges  of being a leader is to be able to receive much inspiration directly from the leadership constantly. No one should ever miss out on a Word from Ps Tan when he speaks to the leaders. He never fails to renew our minds.

I was just thinking about people who just started to work. Many people seemed to have a fantasy of what work should be and somehow if things are not good, they would simply change jobs. Either their bosses are mean, or the work is boring, too difficult, colleagues are gossipy, office politics too strong, cannot see the future of the company, poor salary, no one appreciates etc etc… the list goes on and eventually people develop stress  and they think that running away from that job or simply putting aside every other thing to just do that ONE job will solve everything.

I think like most Singaporeans, we are often being told to be someone great but never told much about the hard work, persecutions and unfairness that we need to go through in order to grow to be someone responsible. When people find that the work or education “system” is unfair, they choose to run away from the “system” instead of thinking how they can learn from it.

Some friends are stressed when they cannot do well in studies, some friends are stressed when they cannot see progress that is fast enough. Many people ignore the fact that they should not just look far but look at their current situation, change their mindset and make the best of the situation.

For the first half a year in my first job after university, like most colleagues, I can complain about the unfairness of the boss, the tight deadlines, the uninteresting clients, the ulu offices I have to travel to on my own, the poor salary and the lack of training etc… but instead each day I find myself desperately confessing the joy of God and wisdom for my daily work. To my surprise, I find myself learning so much, much more than what I learn in Uni. And I got promoted and increments earlier than all my other colleagues who are complaining and always looking for other opportunities to run away. At the same time, despite tight deadlines, I was always able to attend my favourite cell group meetings and weekend services and serve in a ministry. Come to think of it, if not for a seemingly bleak future in the audit industry, I may not think bout jumping out of the system to be a teacher which inspired 6 years of my life and i never regretted.

Live your life as a bond servant to Him because He is our good Master who will teach us responsiblity but always love us..

Nothing is impossible with God!

•January 22, 2010 • 1 Comment

Yesterday night’s cell group meeting was cool. Felt like a fresh start. I’m not talking about me leading  one but I was attending one led by Ps YK. There were like 11 of us. A small group but surprisingly cosy and atmosphere was terrific. I think God is telling us that it’s going to be a good start. Ps was so determined to have this meeting. He said even if only one person turned up, he would still have that meeting. As always, a man of faith.

The message was simple but it speaks to me and boonkiat. As I sat there for the meeting, I felt God spoke to me that the whole year of waiting in 2009 is going to be worth it. His promise to show me the latter glory is going to come. I can almost see our miracle building and the vast harvest fields! What God spoke to BK was even more surprising, something definitely not of the flesh. With God, all things are possible… After the meeting, Ps prayed for every single person, including us.. Felt so privileged..

In 2009, I died to some of my dreams but definitely received so much more. 2009 was a year where I learnt the meaning of faithfulness and loyalty. I think if God didn’t let me die to what I was holding on to, I would never really learn to embrace the more important things in life. To love Him and love people. To be simple. To get ready for GREATER things..

Nothing is impossible with God, the message says. Indeed, this year, we started shaky with a lot of unfortunate incidents happening to loved ones. But since the day Ps Kong announced the miracle building, souls seemed to be swarming into the church. Whether it’s adults or youth or even in the Marketplace work.. people are so easy to talk to.. the side terraces are going to be filled soon! Though i hope I dont have to sit there. hahaha…

Truly, when the devil thought he succeeded in killing the dreams of the child of God, God ressurrected them! Nothing is impossible with God!

It’s going to be a great 2010. More hardwork, more perspiration but more creativity and more breakthrough. Do not stay in the comfort zone or step back where faith is not needed. Step out into the unseen where faith needs to be activated. Our whole life is based on faith. Live it strong!

Forgot Password

•January 22, 2010 • Leave a Comment

Oh my God, it has been so long… I even forgot the password to my blog.. finally i got it back.. hahaha….

Give thanks

•September 19, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Ps 107

6 Then they cried out to the LORD in their trouble,
         And He delivered them out of their distresses.
7 And He led them forth by the right way,
         That they might go to a city for a dwelling place.
8 Oh, that men would give thanks to the LORD for His goodness,
         And for His wonderful works to the children of men!
15 Oh, that men would give thanks to the LORD for His goodness,
         And for His wonderful works to the children of men!
21 Oh, that men would give thanks to the LORD for His goodness,
         And for His wonderful works to the children of men!
31 Oh, that men would give thanks to the LORD for His goodness,
         And for His wonderful works to the children of men!

How can we live without You?

You lead us out of troubles and distress.

No matter how perfect we may think of ourselves, it does not take long before the truth hits us that we need You once again.

Why do You deliver us when we fail you so many times?

Oh, that men would give thanks to You for Your goodness, Your wonderful works.

Lazarus died so that Your glory is revealed when You ressurect him. Thank you for not withholding the miracle because of your distrusting followers. You gave Lazarus back to them nevertheless.

His ressurection led to Your death on the Cross.

Again, another death that revealed the Father’s glory.

I want to see more of Your glory and so unafraid of the shadow of death, unafraid of my imperfections and corrections cos ressurrection comes next.

I learn to give thanks and remember Your goodness and wonderful works!

Loyalty

•August 12, 2009 • Leave a Comment

After the death of her husband, Ruth’s mother in law Naomi asked her to leave because she no longer has anything to offer her. Heard this msg during one of the prayer meetings this week. Not sure why, I teared. I was touched by the loyalty that Ruth has towards Naomi. Though there was nothing more to gain, Ruth clung on to her. Relationships and friendships are not all the time perfect and people whom we love may one day have nothing to offer. That is when loyalty comes in. Instead of looking around for a loyal friend, how many of us can BE a loyal friend to our leader, our friends, our spouse or fellow members? That in times when they make mistakes… are willing to cover for them… not exposing their weaknesses… still love them even when at that moment, they may not have anything to offer, whether it is material, time or energy. IIt is sad when friends spread news about each other’s weaknesses or when a friend is in need, there’s no one around. There are a few people in my life that I know I will be loyal to. And I know there are times, I am tempted to misunderstand their intentions. But I learn one thing, that when I stay loyal to the friends that God has placed with me, God will also bring loyal friends to me. I learn loyalty towards God through being loyal to the few precious ones whom God has given me and am still learning…

Ruth 1

14 Then they lifted up their voices and wept again; and Orpah kissed her mother-in-law, but Ruth clung to her. 15 And she said, “Look, your sister-in-law has gone back to her people and to her gods; return after your sister-in-law.” 16 But Ruth said:

“ Entreat me not to leave you, Or to turn back from following after you; For wherever you go, I will go; And wherever you lodge, I will lodge; Your people shall be my people, And your God, my God. 17 Where you die, I will die, And there will I be buried. The LORD do so to me, and more also, If anything but death parts you and me.”

18 When she saw that she was determined to go with her, she stopped speaking to her.

Jealousy

•June 27, 2009 • 1 Comment

I really like what Ps. Kong shared about God being a jealous God. Jealousy is a natural response when love is being threatened. God, when do we make you jealous?

When we think that we already know enough of you and ready to leave the house for something else we really desire?

When we do not FIGHT to stay in the house of God and stop realising that things that are worth fighting for are of the GREATEST VALUE in life?

When we allow DISTRACTIONS that sound logically important take us away from the IRRATIONAL love towards you?

When we think this place is too SMALL for our big dreams?

When we fail to see we can have all our hearts’ desire when we have all of your heart because you are the BEST lover?

When the voice of the world speaks louder than your GENTLE soft whisper?

When the FATIGUE of our bodies seem too much as compared to your PAIN on the cross?

God, we do not want our love to be threatened. Even when it does, let us do all we can to PROTECT it. =)

Ps. Kong at Yoido Youth Conference… Wow!

•June 12, 2009 • Leave a Comment

This is the online streaming of the session Ps Kong did at the Olympic Indoor Stadium at Seoul . 25,000 youth came for the event and stayed for almost 6 hours. There was no session break and relatively few people moved in and out. Ps Kong was given the 3rd session after Dr. Cho and Dr. Lee (the successor). The young people in Korea  were amazing.

You can go to the video link http://www.fgtv.com/ram1/1d090606-t.asx and Pastor’s segment is right after the worship at the 3-hour mark.

Let’s believe that someday, we can see such a move of God in Singapore among the youths!

A Good Father

•June 9, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Recently have been hearing a number of sad and unfortunate news about poeple in my life. The more I hear from them, the greater burden I have to pray. One of the unfortunate news came from my own family. There was nothing I can do. It was a powerless situation that happened on Sat night. We prayed but still the situation didnt turn for the better. I was very sad, no word from BK can help too. I decided to pray, for the situation and for my brother and his wife who are going through it.  After an hour of prayer, I felt a supernatural faith arise in me. And His word for this situation is that, He is a good father who will not withold good gifts to His children. I felt deeply that it was the Word from God and I sms my brother to encourage him. Thank God, he was not dissapointed with God but believed that God has a reason for everything. Praying they will get over the the grief.

This week is an awesome week. We can come together corporately to pray. I really sensed that I needed to pray more for the others around me. For Ps. Kong, Sun, Ps. YK, family, friends and cg. The more I pray for others, the greater joy I have and the more I began to treasure the people I have, the church that I have. And today Ps. Tan shared how prayer will draw you nearer to those you prayed for and we can serve people through prayers. That is so true! The people whom I prayed for, often ends up in my heart and mind everyday. That is why it is not difficult to love others when we do not do it with our own flesh but in the spirit first.

I’m looking forward to a wonderful week of witholding the fleshly desire and building up a more disciplined prayer life. The word for  this week for me is really to get rid of the little foxes in my life so that I am prepared for greater things!

Urgent prayers will be for

1. Christine who is undergoing treatment for brain cancer,

2. for Daryl’s mum to recover from breast cancer as the operation was just over and

3.  for Sun to be completely healed and there will be no relapse of intestinal infection.

4. for discouraged members who hv been missing from the cg to keep showing up in the house of God, to keep walking and be encouraged… Pray they do not become dry bones in the valley.

Thanks for praying:)

Recovered!

•June 4, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Off the internet: “Mycoplasma infection is a respiratory illness caused by Mycoplasma Pneumoniae, a microscopic organism related to bacteria.”

Coming in and out of coughs, dizziness, flu and lost of voice, I have seen the doctor 4 times, just to get more medication to deal with the symptoms. This is the best week ever, all the symptoms have largely diminished! Somehow I feel it is because I have started to take Vitamin C and Honey everyday. Some people says that honey is able to kill bacteria. Yeah, it is worth by $45 after sales. =)

i”m so glad that I can start talking to people without being afraid of spreading the bacteria to them. And praise the Lord for my hubby who was totally unaffected by my sickness! Pretty amazed that he has such a good immune system. Hahaha….

So many things going on in the month of June.

7-Jun: 60s of Fame Redux at the Roland Restaurant. It’s gonna be filled with fun and laughter. I love seeing youths performing on stage. All of them should be given a platform to express themselves. That is the best way to realise talent and live healthy. ;p

14-Jun: Father’s day celebration at Roland’s. Hopefully many of the members with unsaved fathers are able to invite them to church. How can we forget that F.I.R., Liu Geng Hong and Vaness Wu are coming? Wow… which church is able to have all these celebrities all at the same time? Cool stuff….

21-Jun: Actual Father’s Day service. Praying that my own dad will come…

28-Jun: “Sing for me, eat for free” Our own version of “Don’t forget the lyrics”

This June holidays is not only fun but it is a month to break out of stagnation and breathe in some fresh air into our lungs! Expanding capacity to experience more of Him! Can’t wait to bring in the HARVEST!

Super Wives

•April 27, 2009 • 3 Comments

Tomorrow my hubby is coming  back! So exciting!! Too bad I can’t pick him up in the morning… =(

Recently I have been hearing stories on how other women were great wives to their husbands. A lot of such examples involved doing things for their husbands either directly or  indirectly. Furthermore, I have concluded that my husband’s love language is acts of service, though he has claimed that his love language is all the 5. Ha!

So today I have decided to do the laundry, pack his clothes, change the bedsheets, tidy the wardrobe, tidy his table and later… after this  blog… to vacum the room…

It may not sound very tough to do all these, but to me it is something that I rarely will need to do at home… now the tougher part is how to be disciplined enough to keep on doing all this when we move into our new place. hahaha….

Never mind, just try… There must be a reason that all these super wives stories came to me all so suddenly… i guess i am convicted…

God, help me to be more disciplined and a better wife… =)